To try to get my mind off… no matter how difficult it is…
I went to the Zevenuizerplas today with Perro, Abby and Georgia …
Because of how empty I feel … they do their utmost best to try to make me feel a bit happy …
despite all the pain and sorrow, I still enjoyed my dear ones, they deserve that too .
Abby didn’t feel like getting her picture taken… She was leaning against me all the time, a few moments excepted…